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Make Like a Duck

4/10/2017

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My mother used to tell me that when I was a child, all she had to do was look at me wrong and I’d start crying. “Constructive criticism” would often end with me defensive and in tears. As a teenager there was a lot of door slamming, though my parents seem to have forgotten this part of my adolescence. I still remember sobbing into a wet pillow and waiting for someone to come apologize (for what exactly, I don’t know). Once, in a fit of anger, I slammed our back door, accidentally shattering the glass. The phone happened to ring at that exact moment, and my mother spent the next forty minutes on the phone with a friend. I spent those forty minutes sobbing theatrically on the couch, thinking if I was genuinely upset enough, maybe she wouldn’t get mad at me.
 
Luckily, getting rejected by agents for almost ten years does wonders for developing a thicker skin. As I bumble through my first month as a published author, I’m getting practice letting things roll off my back, like water on a duck. While I’ve heard from many readers who have enjoyed The Bloom Girls, it’s the little thorns here and there that have a way of pricking the skin and drawing blood. A few recent cringe-worthy, sobbing into the pillow moments where I instead shrugged.
 
  1. My first 1 star reader review. This one just made me laugh, because the reader didn’t like my book because there was illegal immigrants, homosexuality, and sex in the first 20 pages. All true, but this might be the exact thing that entices another reader.
 
  1. Discovering that I’d posted a photo to Facebook with the tag BOOOM GIRLS. I kept getting likes on it and it wasn’t until it had been up for over 24 hours that I noticed a friend’s comment about the typo. It doesn’t help that I’m an English teacher. Is there a blanket I can crawl under for the next week? Nope.
 
  1. In another reader review, my book was compared to a Seinfeld episode, without the humor, where nothing really happens. Ouch.
 
And I know this is only the beginning. There will be readings where only 1 or 2 people show up. There will be bad reviews, possibly in actual publications. People might hate my next book, maybe I’ll never sell another one, maybe I’ll post something on this blog that accidentally causes people to take to Twitter in protest (though I’m so Twitter-challenged that I probably wouldn’t even notice). Bottom line, you can’t please everyone all the time. And that’s okay.
 
I recently stumbled upon the quote “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.” (Neale Donald Walsch). Well, I’ve been out of my comfort zone for the past six months, and I haven’t dropped dead. Want to know where my comfort zone is? On the couch, reading or watching TV with my husband. And as relaxing and comfy as that is, probably not a lot of personal or professional growth is going to happen there. So I’ll do my best to make like a duck and let it all roll off me, empty readings, 1 star reviews, and all.
 
Quack quack.
 
 
 
 
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9/24/2018 12:53:40 pm

This was a lesson that I had to learn the hard way. I am a very competitive person, especially when I was still studying. I took it hard when other students got a higher score than me or when they get a higher grade for our projects. People said that I needed to work on my competitiveness because the only competition I should be worrying about is myself. I thought that they were just criticizing me, so I did not listen. It turns out that they were right and that is when I realized the value of constructive criticism.

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